Sunday, June 10, 2012

Final Reflection/The Full Experience #2


Conclusion/Introduction: Controduction

 In conclusion of the first semester, it was quiet and experience. Not exactly the kind of experience you would consider pleasant, but it was most definitely a life changing experience. I almost feel as if I am a new man. I live my life differently, and maturely, if that makes any sense. I just overall have a different perception of life. I am more appreciative of life in general, not that I was ever not appreciative prior to the incident, but I thank God for every morning I wake up and I am alive. And what other ways do I feel alive? Seeing other people smile, seeing other people happy, because you just never know what someone might be going through. One move on your part can either greatly impact someone's life or it can lead to their demise; like in the case of bullying. But that's a whole other topic I would rather not get into. Plus what can you possibly lose from making a great impact in someone's life? Absolutely nothing.


Academic/Overall  Accomplishments:

 Second semester was academically a huge improvement. I Love Science, specifically Bio but I couldn't do Chemistry to save my life! Withdrawing from General Chem. with a C- after midterms, I was questioned; "But why did you leave? You should have stayed with it, it gets easier as you go..."Well....See..the problem is...I know myself pretty well and I know what I am capable of academically and there's no way that I could have survived Gen. Chem. I, II, Organic Chem. I and II, successfully. The word is successfully. Not a D- or a D or a C-, successful as in an A-, B or B+. I can no longer allow myself to be an average student; I just refuse to let that happen. Yeah I did not have the best grades in high school nor did I have the confidence. But guess what?  I see high school as "That was then, This is now!" One of my favorite books of all time by the way. Anyways, switching from Bio to Healthcare, I thought life was going to be a piece of cake! I wouldn't have to spend my whole entire college career in the Shields Science Center, not a lot of homework, and more socializing with friends. I did expect some reading and writing in Literature and Philosophy. Was I right? Of course I was! As for picking up a minor in Studio Art, I really had no expectations in terms of difficulty. I was just overjoyed to be able to get back into something I was absolutely born to do, especially at a college level. My intentions were to make it more of a stress relief factor, but that was actually not the case at all. Taking Portrait Workshop and Figure drawing back to back actually became more of a stressful activity, especially during finals time. Both professors were absolute experts in their fields and had expectations like no other. They truly introduced me to the world of getting out of my comfort zone as an upcoming Artist and feeling more comfortable and confident in challenging myself to that next level. The level didn't think existed. My overall GPA first semester wasn’t exactly what I expected it to be. I did not expect it to be my best, but I also did not see it being as low. So low I cannot publicize it.  Second semester was a complete turnaround for sure. A 3.43 from a low 2 GPA? That’s some serious improvement if you ask me! The dramatic improvement did bring up my overall GPA but not to where I wanted it to be. If I am not mistaken, my one of my major goals for the second semester was to bring my GPA up to a low 3, at least in the 3 range. I unfortunately came short of it for obvious reasons. It was extremely unrealistic, especially having a low of a GPA as I did. I mean it would have been realistic if I was a straight A’s student.  As much as I do not want to publicize my overall GPA, I will admit that as of now it’s at 2.88. Would it cross that 3.0 mark after my summer Stats class? I guess we’re just going to have to wait and see. Besides, I am not ashamed to publicize my GPA because it is only temporary. Aside from my lack of confidence coming into college, I did make a lot of mistakes in terms of time management and study strategy. But I did learn from my downfalls, I did discover what works for me and what doesn’t academically. And as for time management, ask anyone who knows me on a personal level. Like how the great Michael Jackson was the king of pop, I am the king of time. My whole entire life as of January 2012 has been about time. From the moment I wake in the morning until bed, time, time and TIME! And why is this relevant? Basically what I am saying is that I am not ashamed of publicizing my overall GPA because as of this moment, it is just going to increase. I know what it takes to become a successful student after all these years and I cannot wait to see how much more I am going to grow academically, and socially over the next three years.


Although I did not accomplish the goal of bringing my overall GPA up to a low 3, I was successful in everything else. My other goals going into the second semester were, apply for the ALANA-A Big Brother and Sister, the Peer Mentoring program and to participate in KRUP, the Katrina relief community service in New Orleans. Went through the whole interview process and was accepted into both programs. ALANA-A I felt like was more of a given because I was a part of the IEP family all year. And they knew me well and what I was capable of in terms of leadership. Peer mentor on the other hand was more of a, “leadership had been implanted into my head for the past eight years at the Burton Camp, so let me give it a try and see what happens”. It surely was worth the try because that is really where some of the realest people at Stonehill aside from my ABS family. People I can fully trust and depend on in difficult times. I cannot forget my Bible Study crew of course. Those dudes really keep me sane; talking about guys I can fully give my heart to. Talking about my Bible Study crew, KRUP was hands down the best experience I’ve had at Stonehill without being at Stonehill. Talking about NOLA, I recently made a comment to a coworker about not being like the others and she responded, “I know right? A kid from beaver, in college, full time”. Beaver being the “ghettoest” part of Framingham, where I guess everything goes down. This comment goes a long way because it reminded me of a quote by Pastor Burnside whom I met while in NOLA for Spring Break. It goes “Sanctification by association”; meaning making an impact on your surrounding and not letting your surrounding impact you. Like a close friend once said, “you’re hungry for success”. That explains it all. It’s been an awesome year and I cannot wait to see where Stonehill takes me in the next three years or so.